I
write now the following testimony. As a youngster, I had always
dreamed the future. I have seen that which shall be for me. I
cannot change what shall happen, for I seldom know when exactly
or where the scene shall come to pass. I simply see a picture in
my sleep, and at some time undetermined, later it shall be so. I
do not know all the future, nor can I voluntarily and
consciously make myself see the future. Suddenly when the future
happens as I had seen it before, I am left to remember that I
saw it that way. Practice and knowledge of feeling has improved
my sense of accelerated futures, as I call them. Sometimes I see
and can estimate if the glimpse I have seen will be that day, or
within a few days, or within a few weeks. This phenomenon is an
extension of the deja-vu kind. Ordinary science could not answer
my questions about time. Ordinary religion could not answer my
questions either. I was fascinated with time. Time became an
obsession. I had to seek answers elsewhere. I wanted to know
where it came from, how it was measured, and what the results of
time with society were. I began my involvement with the occult
in college. I was introduced to the tarot card deck. The so
called ability to foretell the future intrigued me. I was trying
to understand my existence, and also became interested in
Bible prophecy and the works
of
Jesus Christ. I
wanted more spiritual information and neither could I openly
accept miracles done by
Christ.
Although I was a confirmed Lutheran, as a young man I never
fully accepted supernatural acts of
God. After college, I went to Phoenix, Arizona
and became involved with metaphysical interests. While in
Phoenix, the local folklore regarding Native American culture
prompted me to visit museums and ruin sites. History began to
interest me, and I read about the ancient civilizations of
Central and Southern America.